I remember trembling down in front of you, finding it hard to take each breath harder as I gasp for  more Slowly realising you're the r...

I remember trembling down
in front of you,
finding it hard to
take each breath
harder as I gasp for 
more
Slowly realising
you're the reason for
my existence
a part of the
air you've become,
which surrounded me
Protecting me 
from the rays
that once held me back
from living.
now you've let me
live my way,
forgetting that I once
was a creeper
Now my world is 
upside down
for you've
become the roots to my
climbers.
Your vacuum
will affect my
poor existence
Perhaps
I've never grown
out of our love,
or never will. 
for even now
I tremble
with fear,
the meaningless
existence after
you leave.
Was it the
world that has
never been stable,
or my poor heart,
which slayed along 
the winds play?